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Sunday, August 7th, 2005
6:47 pm
i had a wreck today..not my fault..but i got a little hurt so my parents are worried about me going to school tomorrow...i have to get my car fixed....i hurt my neck and back and shoulders and hit my head a little...im ok just in pain..haha ok..hope to see you guys soon!! BYE!

current mood: blah

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Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
12:18 am
so i pretty much love my life.....awesome boyfriend, job, summer, school, i mean life is good....yeah the whole parent thing is rocky but its supposed to be...i just came back from the bowling alley...i love there arcade games..we spent like $20 on tokens..haha..we had 485 tickets...o yeah...but brandon won me an elephant..haha..and a notebook..and handcuffs....and a popping thingy..idk..but i saw zach cave, and talked to him...then kyle from fiddler on the roof..talked to him..then claire from fiddler too...i miss seeing my friends from school..im actually excited about this year!! oo and tomorrow or today rather is warped tour!!!!!! im mucho excited!! its going to be more than awesome!! its going to be amazing!! I <3 everyone playing!! its gonna be hard cause like everyone i like is playing at the same time!! but i expect to see a lot of you cool kids there!! ok so i need my rest for tomorrow...o you kno im going to get in that mosh pit..watch out..ive been told im a little rough..haha jk..well not really..but yay..ok have a great night! bye kiddos...

i want to go on legends of the hidden temple!

current mood: anxious

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Monday, July 25th, 2005
3:07 pm - I GOT A JOB!!
so it is true!! i finally got myself a job!! i work at the ULTA by mall of ga!!! come in and buy something from me!! its great!! i get 50% off the salon and 25% off the store!! its so cool! i went in the other day to turn in my application and she said that i had to be 18 and that it was a new company policy....so i was really bummed..then she calls me this morning and says come in for an interview...she said she called her supervisor and they liked me so much that it didnt matter that i was 17, plus i turn 18 in like 5-6 months...so im really excited...my first job and its a good job and its very me!! YAY!!

current mood: proud!

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Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
11:23 am
so tonight is switchfoot and rehab! go see them!!! call me if you want to meet up!! im excited!! I am 99X! haha..ok see ya there! bye!

i made some homeade banana bread!! yummy!! B A N A N A S!!!!!

current mood: excited

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Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
10:12 pm
i discovered something today that has answered all the questions ive been having lately.....i have an extreme case of anxiety....grief...that has bottled up inside of me....i simply cannont trust the people i love most...and you may think, but vi that sounds nothing like you....true?...no...nobody really knows who i am...im learning to believe the things people tell me that are good....im afraid of all good becoming bad because for the most part thats what has happened...im a perfectionist and i want everything perfect....i want to be the perfect daughter, sister, girlfriend, friend, niece, grandaughter, pianist, teacher....so many things, but im so worried that i could all mess it up, making me not willing to have any sort of risk....this has become a serious problem more serious than you may realize,....its affecting my life...i simply feel that it would be better to stay out of everyone's life so i wont ruin it...how do you think brandon feels? my selfishness has affected our relationship because its hard for me to realize how much he really does care..the thing is i love all of my family and friends so much im afraid no love is left for them to love me....pathetic..maybe...so its time for me to find someone that will help...but its my problem...only God can do something...im waiting for the day he will...i just hope i havent lost my best friend....he cannot even imagine how he makes me feel...he knows me better than i know myself...and he only wants to help...he will help me to deal with my problem and isnt going away....he is my love...for this must be true...

current mood: artistic

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Saturday, July 16th, 2005
10:46 am
Im going to see WEEZER tonight!!!!! Im so excited!!! its going to be awesome!! everyone should go!!! call me if you want to meet up with us!! YAY!! ok bye!

current mood: excited

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Friday, July 15th, 2005
11:40 am
i remember this past year thinking that i wasnt going to be ready to move out and leave my house when i graduated, but im ready now. i didnt really think it would come like this...my mom has reached my core....the nagging has taken over my life...me and brandon have to go other places than my house because we can be left alone...we both cant take it....she's just jealous and in denial because i go to brandon for the things i used to go to her for...he's my comfort and joy and all that stuff...i still help my mom way more than she thinks....give it up...my dad likes brandon..so...i think my parents finally realize that he isnt going anywhere....

CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!! JOHNNY DEPP!!!!

current mood: annoyed

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Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
11:54 am - independence day...
lets see, yesterday was interesting...brandon picked me up at like 11 to go over to his friends house who lives on the lake...so we got lunch then went and sat down staring at the lake hoping it wouldnt rain...so we went down to the dock and him and bob got on the jet ski...now that was funny....the water smacked him so bad...then we went out on the boat...we only had a rope for the tube, so we didnt ski, but it was so fun and rough! ouch!...it was like kinda raining by now, but then right as brandon got in the water the sun came out....i tubed for a really long time and my neck hurts, and my arms are pretty sore....but after that we slept the rest of the day on the dock...then me and brandon went to DQ for some good icecream! yum! then we watched anchorman and went outside to see if we could see fireworks but we couldnt so we watched them on tv...he is amazing...i know im happy...so we have been together for a little over 3 weeks...and its great...i cant imagine life better right now...if i were to sit and stare at a wall all day long, i would end up smiling cause im that happy...we can do nothing and feel good.....so what is the word they use for that?.....

OMG i have got to learn my ACDA music!! i havent had any time...so i think today i will spend all day learning it, cause i cant tomorrow!!! ahhh crap!!! its going to be soooooo fun!!

current mood: giggly

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Monday, June 27th, 2005
12:13 pm
so my life is great..happy happy joy joy, happy happy joy joy.....haha...yep...brandon is perfect...happy happy happy happy happy happy happy joy joy! the only thing that isnt good is i havent seen my friends, but im home so lets get together yeah yeah yeah!

current mood: happy

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Friday, June 17th, 2005
2:11 pm
hey! so im going on to the beach today and wont be back till the 25! im so excited! im sorry i havent called a lot of you people on here to hang out ive been so freaking busy! but once i come back im free! but my new relationship has made me a much happier person! im like in the grocery store just singing out loud by myself haha! but yeah im really happy in general and because im a senior and because its summer and im going on vacation and my mom made my favorite food in the world and im going camping soon! haha! i miss my friends! but yeah im doing really well right now. ok talk to you when im home!

current mood: happy

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Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
10:53 am
music midtown was so fun!!! yay!! the killers were amazing, keane was really good, mofro was the funniest, and tom petty may be old but can definately still rock out!!! we had so much fun!! im really happy now, like all the time, im always smiling, its good i guess....yeah so i now have a good tan!!! im so happy because its been raining so much! so brandon is coming over and we are gonna watch boogeyman...scary..hahahaha..ok im bored..bye

current mood: bouncy

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Friday, June 10th, 2005
2:20 pm - I love all my friends on here!!! I miss you all!!
so brandon is taking me to music midtown tomorrow, why does he have to be so wonderful? i just got home from taking him lunch at work and we are going out in 4 hours..haha...im reserved a little though..im not sure why...i really dont want to be serious but i think he already is! haha, i really dont know what he thinks but it was fun...we went and ate lunch at the park by the lake....chik-fil-a killed the goose!!! why me? why why why? i dont deserve this..i still crack up about how this all happened!! im seeing cinderella man tonight at 10:20...go!

current mood: cheerful

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Thursday, June 9th, 2005
1:02 pm
a lot has happened this past week...and im sure most of the people on here could care less...so i will make it short and sweet...i went to see connor this past friday and ended up hooking up with his brother...yep...we have a date tomorrow..haha..so..haha..i cant stop laughing this is too funny..

current mood: surprised

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Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
7:06 pm
so the update is...amanda is gone for 8 freakin days so ill be lonely, but she is having fun so thats ok...im searching for jobs, i have:...starbucks (2 locations), aveda (skin care place), and godiva..and hopefully more..i just need a J.O.B.....but connor is i guess over with...its just not gonna work..i pretty much told him that if he doesnt want to try and work this out and such then im outta here..so IF he calls then ok..if not too bad for him because im amazing....i go on vacation soon..im sooo happy it will be amazing..but it will also be the whole freaking martin family..joy..haha..nope..but me and lisa seem to get away nicely...i just drank this new mint chip frap from starbucks and ive peed twice and i have to go again..what is that? anywhoo...i miss the sun..i need a tan..go see star wars its amazing..bye bye

current mood: bored

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Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
7:08 pm
Connor has a new song he wrote!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE go and check it out! He really is incredible and its not just because he's mine! ha! anywhoo its www.purevolume.com/connorpledger he really is worth the time!





i just came from the pool with NA! we had sooo much fun as usual! we kept dunking madison! haha! anywhoo mississippi myrtle!!!! <3 <3 <3


current mood: YAY!

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Friday, May 13th, 2005
5:08 pm
so ya im going to walk at relay for life tonight with NA!! it should be uber loads of fun! ive been trying to put my prom pics up but my daddy put it in an odd file i cant find! ah! anywhoooo la la la i <3 carly simon! and stevie nicks! and sarah mclachlan! i wanna be like them!


this is exactly how i feel on the inside!

it doesn't mean much
it doesn't mean anything at all
the life I've left behind me
is a cold room
I've crossed the last line
from where I can't return
where every step I took in faith
betrayed me
and led me from my home....sweet surrender





im so sick of parents!! i wish my connor was here..............

current mood: blah

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Wednesday, May 11th, 2005
7:24 pm - true...

Your Taste in Music:


90's Rock: High Influence
Adult Alternative: High Influence
Alternative Rock: High Influence
Classic Rock: High Influence
90's Alternative: Medium Influence
90's Pop: Medium Influence
Country: Medium Influence
80's R&B: Low Influence
Hip Hop: Low Influence
Progressive Rock: Low Influence
R&B: Low Influence

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Friday, May 6th, 2005
5:51 pm
it's connor singing this past wed. at the celtic tavern! he's so...........yay! yep ladies he's already taken!




current mood: YAY!

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Monday, May 2nd, 2005
3:45 pm
i surprised connor and i think good things will be happening! he's amazing! he's the only one i want!!

so yeah do me a favor and go check him out at http://www.purevolume.com/connorpledger

he really is EXTREMELY talented!! I heart this boy!! yeah but im pretty good at surprises!!! cant wait for the next one!! but yeah listen to his music..he's pretty awesome!!

current mood: dorky

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Sunday, April 24th, 2005
3:12 pm
Hey people in Chorale!! Please bring something for Mrs. Wearne on Tuesday!!! If it's $$$$$ give it to me!! If it's a gift then just bring it!!! Please participate!!!! It's for her!! And I know we just gave her the gift certificate, but this is her shower!!!! Ok Thanks soooo much!!! And pass the word on!!!! It's IMPORTANT!!!



ok so fiddler takes over my life and its almost over so yay for the show and yay for its almost over!! prom is near and i asked pat to prom and we'll have fun!! ahhhh i actually slept this weekend!! i just got home from south carolina!! i misss all the trees and grass!! we have horses now!! we'll up there we do!! they're so pretty!! they are brown i'd say 18-20 hands!! idk!! but they are lovely!! i wanna ride but idk if we can!! but ya i saw my whole boone family...the daniel boone family!! im related to him! well my great gma turned 90 so we had a bday party and we went up there! i saw my 2nd cousin and he's a professor of music at kentucky state..or something? but i was playing the music for the party and he said i was really talented and could tell i was going to do that for my profession. and i told him where i was looking for college and he said the best place for me to go would be georgia!! (he knows what he's talking about!!) he said its really important for undergraduates to get experience and learn too...and he said athens was great for that!! he said that's the best school in the state for what i wanna do....and he said that its important to be a good performer to be a good teacher and i would be given chances in athens!! my older bro lives in athens and performs every night! so i know that he was telling me the truth...so im looking at UGA..i went up there and LOVED it!! it's definately the city for me! so..if i get in....but shorter is a great school..its just in rome....its hard to imagine me where there isnt much....i could definately live in athens..rome idk yet! but....he said for graduate studies i should go to eastman or boston..new york..something really good! he said he'd help me to where i need to go! my parents would prolly rather me go to UGA cause my bro lives right there! so hopefully i can get in! ahhh...my life..i cant believe its already time for this! sorrry i typed so much i just need help!!

COME see fiddler!! I'm a nobody. but hey im a good nobody!!! anywho i have things to do!! <3

current mood: amused

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